Monday, September 24, 2018

What I Learned This Week: 9/24/2018

The most important things I learned this week weren't specifically about music.  They were more about HOW to learn, and how to succeed in graduate school.

For example, I have a TON of reading to do.  Not just required reading; there are tons of additional books on subjects I know so little about.  Choosing what to spend my time reading is difficult.  Knowing what to read for  is also a challenge.  But it's a challenge I must take up.

Now on to the good stuff...

African Music:  I learned about "finding the beat" this week.  It's sometimes tougher than it looks.  I'm inclined to read African beat patterns in terms of 2/4 or 4/4, when in reality it's actually more like 12/8.  I'm always amazed when the bigger drums come in, how they've been hearing this triplet feel the entire time, despite the bell pattern.  I know it will take more practice (read: more listening) to really get the hang of things, but I'm already discovering how to "find the beat" in several African music examples that Dr. Agawu gave to us.

I also learned a lot about semiotics this week, which is the study of signs and symbols.  I knew almost nothing of semiotics before this week.  I had a glancing understanding as to the definition of the term, and I had done some research on concrete vs. abstract symbols within the realm of human development and education.  But that was IT.  But then this week, we had to read Eco, Peirce, and other semiotic writers, and it was like going from 0 to 60 in 2 seconds.  I found myself overwhelmed.

But I persisted, and I managed to learn some basic things about semiotics.  Namely, what the differences are between icons, indices, and symbols.  Symbols are the most complex, because they are basically arbitrary identifiers which only relate to what they relate to because of some previously-established code.  Words are symbols.  The letters C - A - T do not in any way resemble a cat or create a cat.  But somewhere along the line, a group of people decided to dub these three letters grouped together as C - A - T as a symbol for a furry feline animal who loves lasagna.  My name is a symbol.  It's just two phonemes thrown together: Han - nah.  What's a han?  What's a nah?  They mean nothing?  Not even together do they mean anything.  But through repeated use, those phonemes have come to represent me and my identity.
Meanwhile, music tends to be more iconic and indexical.  It's iconic insofar as it is directly mimicking something concrete.  For example, Messiaen's bird calls in Quartet for the End of Time are designed specifically to denote actual birdsong.  It's not a perfect copy of birdsong, but it's definitely an intentional copy, and we can recognize it as a bird's call.  Indexical music comes through direct association.  There's a direct cause-effect relationship between an index and its interpretant.  Think of the phrase "when there's smoke, there's fire."  Smoke is an index of fire.  It doesn't physically resemble fire, but based on past real-life experience, we've come to understand that the two things usually show up together.  The same can be said for, say, a V-I chord progression being an index of ending a piece. With indices, it's all about real-world co-occurrence.  No one is forcing the two to come together; they just appear that way enough times to where we link the two together. This could either be through natural co-occurrence, or social co-occurrence.  And since it's real-world co-occurrence, everyone's perceptions of an index can be interpreted very differently.  While the Trumpet Taps may connote death to an army vet, for me it may connote something far less grave.  It's all about what we've experienced.
Can music be symbolic?  Sure.  But the writer Thomas Turino argues that the true emotional power of music exists in its indexical quality.  The fact that each of us brings something different to the table in terms of indices means that we each can have our own personal interpretation of a piece of music.  Furthermore, this interpretation we experience is usually on a more primal level that has no language -- no symbol.  It's therefore a more direct experience; we are forced to re-live previous experiences in order to interpret a work of musical art. 

This is why I couldn't listen to "Almost Gothic" by Steely Dan for almost four years. Whenever I heard it, the music served as an index to a specific time, place, and relationship.  It was "our song," so to speak.  And the feelings I felt during that relationship were strong, but ineffable.  I can say words like "love," but that word just doesn't totally encapsulate the exact nuances and facets of my emotion.  I can't completely describe the love I felt.  And because I can't describe it, I am forced to simply re-experience that feeling.  Music facilitates this response.  It's indexical ability to relate to one's first-hand experiences without the use of language are very powerful.

Anyway, I found that idea to be very interesting.  I'd like to explore this more, because I do think that music acts as a symbol as well as an index/icon, but Turino didn't touch on that very much.

What does all of this have to do with African music?  I'm beginning to figure that out, but I'm not entirely sure.  Dr. Agawu did not finish his discourse on semiotics in African music in class.  I did hear several examples of iconic African music.  The most... well, iconic... is the talking drum, which literally mimics speech patterns.

10 Albums:
We went through a little crash-course of music from 1969 to 1990 via a playlist.  Among the tracks were David Bowie's "Space Oddity," Talking Heads' "Once in a Lifetime," ABBA's "Dancing Queen," and Tracy Chapman's "Fast Car."  While it was definitely fun to listen to these great songs and talk about how much we love them, I'm unsure about what exactly I was supposed to take away from that experience.  All I really learned was that group listening is kind of hard to do because everyone approaches a song from a different perspective.  And you're afraid to not like something because it may or may not be your neighbor's favorite song.  I don't know.  It just didn't seem very critical.

And I don't mean 'critical' as in 'fault-finding' or 'negative.' I just mean that I don't think we really listened to this music with new ears and unlocked it as much as we could have.  I mean, yeah, "Purple Rain" is great... but WHY is it great?

I have this conversation with my husband all the time, because whenever he doesn't like a song, I always interrogate him as to why and he often can't come up with an answer.  "I just don't like it," he'd say.  "Do I need a reason?"
Well... yes!  At least I need a reason.  For me, listening to a piece is finding those reasons!  This may be why I find most music to be at least somewhat tolerable.  Because I listen to it in a way that breaks it down to its various parts (instrumentation, melody, harmony, rhythm, etc.) and I usually find at least one component part that makes the whole thing salvageable. (Example:  Nicki Minaj's "Stupid Hoe" is overall a pretty lousy song, but at least her vocal delivery is interesting.) In any case, I find I can always explain why I like a track because I have the tools and vocabulary to do so.  And if I find something I don't like about the track, I have the tools and the vocabulary I need to explain why I don't like it.  I assume most composition and musicology doctoral students have those same tools and vocabulary.

...Yet I don't think those tools were used to their fullest in that class.  There was a lot of "great" and "beautiful" and "different," but not a lot of evidence to support those qualifying phrases.  At one point, a student said she didn't love a track.  When asked why, she said "I can't put my finger on it."  It was just like my husband, who knows jack squat about music!

Is music just that ineffable to some people?  I mean, I totally get how these component parts of a piece can work together to create something far more than the sum of its parts -- that's what makes music so great.  But at the end of the day, it is just sound.  It's a series of vibrations hitting your ears and your brain is interpreting them a certain way.  I don't think there's much subconscious activity going on there.  It's like what Turino said; it's the emotions that are ineffable, not the music itself.

AAAAANYWAY I'm blabbering on.

Handel's MessiahI got a chance to look at some REALLY OLD SCORES last week, all of them relating to Handel's epic oratorio Messiah.  I have a long history with that piece, and I thought my experience with performing and listening to the work would help in this class.  But it looks like this course is going to focus around primary source work.  I'll have to use some skills that I don't have yet.  For example, I have to create a critical edition of a piece of music that doesn't have one, yet.  WHAT?  I've never done something like that before!  For the paper, I'm supposed to engage not just with the published score of Messiah.  I'm supposed to be doing comparative work with the original source material, which sounds like a real challenge.

That said, I am glad I'm doing this kind of work on a piece like Messiah. A piece I already love and I'm already familiar with.

Russian Ballet
HOLY COW, the things I learned about Russian ballet from the Silver Age!  Mainly related to the SYMBOLIST MOVEMENT and how Russian composers were interested in ambiguous reality.  We looked over several ballets last week, including The Little Humpbacked Horse, Coppelia, and The Sleeping Beauty.  I found Coppelia to be a particularly fascinating ensemble.  The symbolists loved it because it concerned itself with crossing between the world of people and the world of mechanical dolls. The symbolists are constantly asking "What is reality?"  A lifelike doll is a good apotheosis of this question; she is mechanical -- not real -- yet behaves like a real person? So... what is she, really?  And who does she symbolize? Are we not all puppets, subject to forces much larger than ourselves? Who's the puppet master, if this is the case?  What is our purpose, then?  Good questions to consider as we study Petrushka next week.
We also talked about the notion of Dionysian ("capital-M") versus Apollonian ("lowercase-m") music.  Nietzsche first came up with those Greek-inspired terms to denote music that is transcendent and ecstatic (Dionysian) from more banal, frivolous, purely functional Apollonian music.  The Sleeping Beauty sort of places the two musics in foil with one another. 

I'd explain more, but I don't have my notes with me and I've spent way too much time on this blog post as it is.  Just know that I am LOVING this class, and I am very thankful that Dr. Morrison let me take it as an independent study course.  It's laying the groundwork for what I might want to study as a dissertation topic! 

Listening To:  Dolly Parton's Coat of Many Colors,  Handel's Messiah, Stravinsky's Petrushka, and Michael Bolton's "Love is a Wonderful Thing" six or seven times in succession.
Reading: Nietzsche's The Birth of Tragedy in the Spirit of Music

Monday, September 17, 2018

What I Learned This Week: 9/10/2018 - 9/14/2018

What I learned this week:  
9/10/2018 - 9/14/2018

-- A LOT about African Music.  I learned that African music (as a VERY generalized whole) is, in some ways, very similar to the music coming out of Western Minimalism.  Both are cyclical, repetitive, based on the notion of doing a lot with limited materials.  However, "African Minimalism" differs from Western minimalism in terms of designation, origin, and intention.  Unlike Western Minimalism, African music was not a response to any earlier movement.  While the Minimalists (Glass, Reich, Riley, et al.) wished to distance themselves from the more complex modernist movements of the previous generation, the music-making in Africa seems almost to have been born with language itself.  It seems to have been invented" alongside language itself.  There is also no term for "minimalism" in African dialects, so it differs in that regard as well.  Finally, African music-makers are not intentionally creating their music in an attempt to clarify, make accessible, or demystify the musical experience.  Unlike Western Minimalists who compose their music, African "composers" are composed by their music.  Their minimalist techniques are not chosen out of a large collection of options.  Their minimalism is the only way in which to make music.  The choices, creative liberties, etc. come elsewhere in the compositional/performative process. 

I also learned about tonality as a colonizing force in Africa, and how it does detriment to African music -- and African culture as a whole.  While African musics have their own tonal systems, colonizing missionaries insisted on teaching native peoples their Western tonal language. Dr. Agawu states that this was a form of "musical violence."  It was a means of asserting control.  These days, it's hard to know exactly what pre-colonial African perceptions of "tonality" sounded like, since the continent is now inundated with tonal music.  But we have some pure examples.  Likely, Africans used different forms of pentatonic scales.  There are no tonic/dominant relationships.  Their scales were likely derived from language.  It is a shame that this rich musical culture has been undervalued by European tonality.  While there is no reason to abolish tonality from African music entirely (many African composers identify with it), it is important to not forget what has been lost. 

-- Along those lines, I also read several articles/papers about African Music this week.  I read Gerhard Kubik's article on Africa in the Grove Music Online Encyclopedia.  The majority of the article was a narrative surrounding individual researchers, what they discovered, and how they went about discovering/notating their findings. My favorite discovery from this reading was how African composers use auditory stream segregation to their advantage in their music.  Auditory stream segregation is a kind of shortcut for our brains; if we are exposed to a running collection of many different timbres or registers moving at a fast speed, our brain picks out the similar registers and perceives them as their own group.  That's how we can hear those two "melodies" going on simultaneously in a Bach fugue, for example.  African drummers use this technique with their drums, exploring melodies that can be created within larger textures of sound.  It also serves a practical function in African music as well, letting players know what parts need doubling. 
I also read part of Kofi Agawu's book The African Imagination in Music, which taught me how I might go about approaching such a rich collection of cultures.  He stressed how music in Africa is more than just SOUND.  It's language, it's dance, it's group participation, it's the act of playing itself.  It's "incorporative, generous, and inviting."  It demands listener participation.  These are some of the core components of "truly African" music. 
Eric Charry's "Music and Postcolonial Africa" deals more with modern (and Postmodern) African politics and how they have shaped music on the continent in recent years (1970s and later).  He did, however, go into the deeper history of how European-born tonality spread during the colonial period.  It was used as a tool for instilling discipline upon African populations, introducing the notions of clock-based time, industrial values, and order in place of the more "frenzied" drumming.  Charry also mentions some shared sensibilities throughout the continent (participation, buzzing, steady rhythmic circles), he stresses just how beautifully diverse the continent of Africa is, and how much can be learned from these varying groups and traditions. 
Another article of note is Anna Maria Busse Berger's "Spreading the Gospel of Singbewegung: An Ethnomusicologist Missionary in Tanganyika of the 1930s."  Berger tells the story of Franz Ferdinand Rietzsch, a German missionary who, while serving in Tanzania, discovered the music of the people and tried his best to write about it.  Rietzsch was a part of the Singbewegung tradition (a preservationist approach to music), as well as the field of comparative musicology.  He discovered that many aspects of African music resembled medieval music, and hoped to apply this finding towards teaching African people how to approach tonal music.  More so than his fellow missionaries, Rietzsch appreciated the musical traditions in Tanzania and wished to document and preserve them, rather than simply replace him. 
My favorite paper this week was by David Temperley, who attempts to use Western music theory to describe African music in his paper "Meter and Grouping in African Music: A View from Music Theory."  I learned about the Generative Theory of Tonal Music, conceived by Lerdahl and Jackendoff.  This theory presents some "preference rules" as they relate to metric schemata.  These are the kinds of rules that dictate how we discover the meter of a piece.  For example, the downbeat of a measure usually has a louder tone, the beginning of an onset, etc.  He then applies some of these rules to African music, and discovers that African music behaves very similarly to Western music in terms of meter.  However, there are some cool differences.  Africans, for example, are more likely to understand the idea of unsounded pulse.  They also are more willing to accept syncopations and asymmetry, and they are more likely to place their "strong beats" at the ENDS of groupings, rather than at the beginnings. 

-- Also brushed up on Minimalism by reading Keith Potter's entry in Grove Music on the subject. 

-- Finally, I had my first class for 20th-century topics this week, taught by Dan Trueman and Iarla O' Lionaird.  We are going to be taking a deep look into 10 albums written since 1970, and we're going to take the time to experience them on vinyl.  These albums all happen to be written by women.  I've heard of a lot of them, but the one they assigned to me is not one I am familiar with:  Björk's Vespertine.   I have a while to explore it, so we'll see what happens.

-- Speaking of vinyl, I'm reading a short book by Andrea Mazzariello called One More Revolution: A love song, on vinyl.  It's a poetic exploration of the medium that is the vinyl record and how it impacts our relationship with music and listening.  I'm enjoying it a lot.  It makes me nostalgic for the days when, in order to listen to music, you had to buy it in a store, interact physically with it.  While there are definitely perks to having digital access to music, I do find beauty in the vinyl record and hope the practice of owning and playing vinyls doesn't die out entirely. 

-- I'm also reading The Music of Phillip Glass by Phillip Glass when I have a spare moment.  I learned a lot about Einstein on the Beach this week, and I'm starting the chapter on Satyagraha now.  What a fascinating composer! 

-- I also watched Coppelia (Delibes) and The Sleeping Beauty (Tchaikovsky) in preparation for Dr. Morrison's seminar next week.  I tried to find a performance of Little Humpbacked Horse by Pugni as well, but to no avail.

Listening To:  
-- African Rhythms by Ligeti, Reich, and Aka Pygmy groups
-- Home body / symmetry and sharing by Andrea Mazzariello with David Degge and mobius percussion (very pretty album that reminds me a lot of Stuart Wheeler)
-- An assortment of African music from all over the place.  I particularly like the album Cameroun: Flûtes des Monts Mandara and the Baka Pygmies album.  They seem to have a song for everything! 

Tuesday, June 21, 2016

Music 101: Day 1

I taught my FIRST MUSIC 101 CLASS yesterday.

It was a two-hour long class period.  I'm fairly certain I had about 50 students in there, although now as I look at the current registrar I've noticed now I only have 43 students signed up.  *sigh*  It's like Dr. Johnson always says.  You can't help it if some kids just can't take your class.  It may not be by choice, but it may be.  Your job is not to take it personally and keep teaching.  Which I intend to do.

I do think that most of my students really enjoyed our class.  I have lots of energy and enthusiasm, so it's hard to fall asleep, I suspect.  I have discovered some things about the room that I don't love.  Lighting is an issue.  My darker power-points couldn't be seen very well in the bleary light.  The pianos are both Steinways (good) that are pushed onto the far side of the room and can't be moved (bad).  So I found myself running back and forth from my computer to the piano to play examples.

I made a few jokes, and my students giggled.

Some students are pretty witty.  During our first discussion about music, what it is, and how we define it, I presented them with the Webster's 1828 definition of music, which is sounds that "please the ear."  I asked my students, "Does music have to please the ear?"
"No," one kid said, fairly loudly.
"Why not?" I ask.
"Nickleback," was his answer.

It was brilliant.

We also talked about melody, harmony, texture, and dynamics that day.  My favorite part of the class was teaching them about polyphonic texture.  We sang "A Child's Prayer" together.  One half of the class sang one part, and the other sang the second part.  Afterward, I mentioned that the reason why polyphony is so effective is because there are often two very distinct messages in a song, and both deserve to be heard.  But when they're played together, you get this whole NEW interpretation of both messages.  In "A Child's Prayer" we have the innocent questioning of a child, while on the other side we have a parent's assurance that yes, Heavenly Father is actually there.  And when they're played together, it's like this dialogue between parent and child that many people relate to and understand.  It's not just some unknown narrator telling you to "Speak, he is listening."  It's a parent, hovering over her/his child's shoulder as that child is praying for the first time.  It's beautiful.  I choked up as I talked about it with my students.

My other favorite part of the class was talking about harmony, and how things like tonic and dominant work.  I used the example of "Heart and Soul," a song everyone is so tired of, but it's PERFECT for explaining how harmonic progressions work. I likened it unto a baseball diamond, where you have a home plate, but you can't just STAY on home plate.  You have to take a journey around different bases (sub-dominant and dominant chords) before you can feel satisfied about coming back home.  I thought it was clever.  Perhaps my students didn't.  Who knows.

My fear is that my students will get to the test and they won't be able to merge what I say in class with what's written in the exam.  I want my students to succeed SO BADLY, but I must remember that in order for them to TRULY succeed, I must challenge them.  The baseball analogy works here, too.  If I gave them a bunch of freebies and easy answers, they'd never get past home plate to start.  They need to take the effort and head round those bases themselves before they can really feel accomplished.

I'm learning some great stuff!


Monday, November 9, 2015

Daily Log: November 9, 2015

Today I went to lunch with contestant #1 in the Great Quest for a New Faculty Member (from now on called simply Great Quest, or GQ).
He seemed like a very smart fellow, studying Rachmaninov and other Russian composers and their reception in historiography through time.  But the cool thing was I totally could keep up with him in a conversation.  He asked lots of questions about my thesis and it was awesome.

I didn't do much else today, research- or musicology-wise.

I did finish my project for 410 on Female DJs.  I won't have to present until Wednesday, though.  Which means I wasted a lot of stress and energy for nothing.  I'll probably share some of my thoughts on that project in a later post (or not...).

I'm also reading part of a new book that features Pauline.  The book is about earth and its relationship with art.  I'll tell you more once I get into it.

Monday, November 2, 2015

Daily Log: 2 November, 2015

Discussed music alteration software like audacity, spek, and SPEAR.  I downloaded Spek and Spear and I hope to do some work with spectrography in the near future.

Taught SS -- Starting on the 3rd today.  Trying to figure out how I'm going to survive November with all of my comings and goings.

Read more of Bernstein's SFTMC book, including interviews and thoughts from William Miginnis and Terry Riley.  I found out that Riley actually performed at a composer's workshop with La Monte Young HERE in PROVO!  That's cool.  I'm getting out of the realm of Oliveros with some of these articles -- especially the ones about the Buchla 100 Series.  It's a cool thing, and Pauline did write a couple of pieces with it, but it never became her favorite compositional tool and I likely won't need to know too much about it.

Also finished correcting all of the unit 2 tests for 301.  Now I just have to enter grades.

Listening to lots of David Guetta today.  I think I know what House Music looks like.



Wednesday, October 28, 2015

Update: October 28, 2015

So it's been a while...

I won't belabor you with details, but I HAVE A THESIS TOPIC:

Pauline Oliveros and the Quest for Musical Utopia

Gotta get into more Oliveros literature, some Utopian novels, and some research on other socialist/utopian musical movements; Dada, Futurism, Russian socialism, Cowell, Cage...

It's going to be a long, long year.

On top of that, I have to learn more German.  I think I'll make it through the BYU translation test well enough, but will I have what it takes to pass a test from another PhD program that I would wish to apply to?

What I'm reading:  The San Francisco Tape Music Center:  1960s Countercuture and the Avant-Garde, edited by David Bernstein, from Mills College.  I hope to have a chat with him about Pauline soon.  I've been in communication with him via email.

I've also been in communication with Michael Lee from Oklahoma.  He has some interview material that he thinks would be useful for me.

Classes:  Not many.  Falls are unusually quiet at BYU.  I'm technically only signed up for 2 classes:  One is GEM, which I happen to ALSO be TA-ing for (yay, money!).  The other is a Special Topics class on Electronic Music.  It's engaging, not that much of a stress, but it has helped me a ton in figuring out what Pauline's electronic music language is.  Currently we are looking at DJ and EDM music and culture, which is cool but not that inspiring for me.

ON TOP OF THAT, I am also:
1.  Teaching a Sight-Singing Section
2.  TA-ing for Dr. Howard, Music 301
3.  Auditing Dr. Harker's Music 101 class...

This leads me to announce that I will be TEACHING Music 101 THIS SUMMER.  MY OWN CLASS.  My own syllabus, my own choice of text, my own tests...  WOW.  Surprised that Dr. Johnson trusts me with that.  I should be getting a move-on in that area soon.

Since I last wrote, I have visited both the Oliveros Archives at the Houston Public Library and the Oliveros Archives at UCSD.  I have yet to visit Oliveros or her archives in New York, but I'm getting on it soon.  I hope to go out there in April or May.

Seems like a lot to do in only a year, but I'm thinking back on how much I have done this past year, and it seems like the harder stuff is actually over.  All I have to do now is just READ READ READ, STUDY STUDY STUDY, and WRITE WRITE WRITE and I'll be there!

Part of why I want to re-introduce this blog is to keep track of what I am learning everyday so that I'll be able to better study for my oral exams at the end of my time here.  This semester is not that much, but NEXT semester I am taking....

Baroque Seminar
Contemporary Seminar
Schenker Analysis
Philosophy of Music

I'll be a TA for both 303 AND 302 under Dr. Johnson next semester.  Fortunately, I won't have to do too much in regards to office hours.  I'm thinking I'm going to just have it be a by-appointment thing.

PLUS I'm teaching GEM (!) and Sight-singing.  I'll probably be visiting some other 101 classes (besides Harker's) from time to time just to get a feel for the different approaches.  I've already asked for all of the 101 syllabi that are out there, so that should also be useful.

Dr. Asplund has invited me to consider getting a second master's degree in performance art or sound art.  It is intriguing, but I think I'm going to stick to Musicology.  That will more likely ensure me a job, and it will allow me to do more teaching and more writing, which are things I am really good at.  Performing is a wonderful hobby that I don't wish to lose, but I think that's all it ever will be.  I'm not willing to devote enough time to putting programs and performances on, and I am not good at self-promotion in that way.  I'm more of an appreciator than a creator of original music.  But maybe that will change.  I don't have to worry about applications for another year, so I've got time to consider it.

I think that brings you all up to speed about what I'm doing with my life right now.  I'm about to go up and grade lots of tests for 301.

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Cuz I'm Bach, baby.


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